Engaged, She is

I've fallen in love. I didn't think such violent things could happen to ordinary people.

Alright I was working on this very elaborate post but it got deleted and I am numb from the shock of how much time it took me and now its gone so here is a much faster version.


RANDOM QUOTES ABOUT LOVE HERE

RANDOM VERSES FROM SONGS WITH THE WORD LOVE IN THEM HERE

Okay, just the facts.

• Christine, my best friend of like long time (14+ years?) got engaged and she told me last night.
• I cried because thats awesome and scary and so permanent and ya.
• It's also very adult and its weird to think that you can decide who to marry but still laugh at fart jokes. I am not saying that Chris laughs at said jokes but the point is that its exciting and scary and wonderful.
• This is the part where I hope she doesn't desert me because she is hubbiafied and I will not be, yet.

{My ideal ring}

• This the part where I get all excitied about planning a wedding but there is no date yet and this will drive me crazy cause I want to plan.
• This is the part where I start to go even more crazy thinking that in a way this is not fair because I had her first. I don't want to marry her but like shouldn't he have asked my permission first? I'm not entirely sure if I would have allowed him or not.
• This is the part where I wonder what its like. She seemed so natural about it, no screaming, no dancing...very anti climax...I think there should be some sort of festivities involved. I want to get drunk with her in pretty clothes and flash her ring and be girly and cry and stuff. This is difficult when she is in Windsor.

• This is the part where I wonder if she will be playing Westlife at the wedding. I will cry. I'm going to cry now. OHHH, its sooo romantic.
• This is where I note that yes, waterproof mascara is a must.
• What will I wear?

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My mother/father/boyfriend/friends all say I am going to give myself a heart attack. Whether this statement holds true or not is irrevelevant.

To say I put myself under a lot of stress is an understatement. I am your typical type-A personality who can't leave well enough alone and who constantly is searching for the next crisis to heave upon friends and family alike.

Current crises(?)

1. Apartment Hunting
2. Job Hunting
3. Skipping town to study en francais
4. Money as per usual

See, I don't know whats the big worry about the apartment hunting thing with my parents. They seem to still be under the impression that I am making them come up and move me. This is not so. I shall be inventive and move myself with the help of some friends. Or so I hope. If not I will end up pushing a cart willed with my belongings up and down the street all day. So there. I know that I am crazy by wanting to paint the entire apartment before I move in, while I only have 8 days between move in day and send off day to La Belle Provanice (?) So yes, okay it will be hectic but I will get what I want dammnit.

Job Hunting - see my boss is a fucknut and I hate him and he doesn't give me many hours and we think he likes to look at girls in innappropriate ways and he creeps a many out and ya. I want to quit. But tis very difficult to say to a prospective employer that I have to leave for a month. So I still need to find something else. Drat.

Leaving town to go study nine days after moving is an adventure that no one around me seems to find the maniac happiness in. My parents think they are going to come up and move me while I am away. HA no. I shall do it.

I shall do it all because I am stubborn and yes, will probably give myself a heart attack. People who don't know me say I stress too much, those who know me know I bring the madness and wacky hijinx upon myself.